Monday, December 30, 2013

No one notices me.

Hello people! I just finished writing a little something that I am not too embarrassed to share. (Haha). I wrote it a few minutes ago. I'm not sure if it is any good or bad. I figured I should share it and have you guys be the judges. So, enjoy..i hope you enjoy. If not, maybe next time. haha
Here it goes:


I cannot believe this has happened again:
I have been minimized into an insignificant being.
If you would have asked me a year ago, “Is this possible?”
I would have said “No”.
Yet here I am hiding behind a dumpster: feculent and with no name.   
And no one notices me.

No one hears my stomping walk, my desperate heart.
No one sees my weeping eyes, nor my diffident walk.
My voice has been stolen,
My mind has been reduced to that of a cretin.
And no one notices me.

I am now forced into impotence.
I am forced to feel the caress of hell,
Which, I’m sure, after a while
Feels understanding and gentle.
But for now it singes my body,
And drowns my soul in endless blackness.

I screech for notice,
I prance around in desperation,
I hurl myself at the world as I ask for help.
But in their eyes I am a beggar.
An insignificant human being,
Not worth of notice.


THE END. hope you all have a lovely day. :) 

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Monday, December 16, 2013

THINK.

Soo, I got this really awesome mug today! I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! It's by Rae Dunn. Her work is amazing! If you haven't heard of her, you must check her out!
This is her website: http://www.raedunn.com
Here is a pic of my mug:

It makes me Happy! so, I thought I'd share it. :)

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Artist: Edson Gersain

Hey there Peepz! I have another local artist to introduce you to! His name is Edson Gersain. What do I know about him? Well, just that his name is Edson Gersain. Haha. How could that be!? What kind of person interviews someone and doesn't get details about him!? Well, this is the story:
As soon as Mr. Gersain agreed to answer my questions, I sent them to him. He answered them immediately! I was so excited to have someone else answer my questions, that I begin to read his answers and completely forgot that I did not have any details about Mr. Gersain's actual life. So, when I went back to try and retrieve that information, Mr. Gersain was GONE!! I had no means of contacting him! So, what I do have for you guys is and Interview and that he is a local artist, who once attended Cerritos College. Also, he enjoys reading and is a 49er fan.  (I personally root for the Raiders! Go Raiders!--my brother would be proud. Haha).  I also have a few pictures of some of his artwork.

Here is the interview:


Q: When did you start making art and why?
A: I have been drawing since a kid, but I was introduced to paints after High School. I took the beginners painting class at a local community college. When I first started, I was kind of intimidated. I remember that in the first class I took everybody was older than me and more experience with paints and art in general. In that class I met this cat named Eddie Angels. That dude had mad skill. His work was real colorful and he painted his figures real loose. He had a real unique style and I was just starting. So, my work was horrible but I remember seeing this cat Eddie come into class with a new painting almost everyday. He was real dedicated about his craft. So, I told myself, “Shit. I’m going be as dope as Eddie.” “hahaha.” Bullshit aside, that’s why I started painting or at least took it seriously.

Q: What inspires you/ who inspires you?
A: Many things inspire me: everything from music, books, people, and life experiences or basically how I’m feeling at a certain moment.  You know, sometimes there are people that come into your life for a brief moment but somehow they left a big impact in your life. Whether it is the way you think about certain situations or how you react to things because you have already experienced it with those people. Those people are the ones who have inspired me the most. When it comes to artist that have inspired me, I have to say Frida Kahlo, Jose Clemente Orozco, Alice Neel, Odd Nerdrum, Charles Russell, the list goes on. I like certain artist either because of their subject matter, how they use their light source in paintings or just simply for how they paint.

Q: What is your most important artist tool?
A: The brush is probably my most important artist tool. If you examine a painting you can actually, sometimes, see how the person was feeling while he/she was painting just by their brush strokes. Every brush stroke is an emotion. Recently I have been working a lot with my pallet knife; I like how it free it feels when I’m using it. It just slabs of paint going straight to the canvas. It’s the same as a brush: you can convey emotion by the way you apply the paint.

Q: How does your lifestyle influence your work?
A: My current lifestyle is basically one of survival, working that 9-5 in order to get bills paid, and going to school.  Yeah, I think it influences some of my work like when you’re working that job you don’t like but in the back of your head you know you have to do it. Sometimes it frustrates me so I just release those emotions into canvas or sometimes I’m reading about a certain subject in school. Ideas come from that, too. I would say my past lifestyle probably was a bigger influence, I was a little more careless and being careless sometimes put me in certain situations that other people don’t get to experience.  When you’re in these situations you see how society reacts and treats certain people. So, to make a long story short, my lifestyle gave me an audience because of my lifestyle. I target a certain audience through my paintings.

Q: How do you feel about your own art? Do you think it is any good?
A: Sometimes I am working on a piece and I don’t like how it’s coming out so I erase and draw it over and over again until I feel it’s good enough. Overall, I like my own artwork. I think it’s dope and I’m not saying that because I’m big headed or anything like that. I’ve just seen myself grow as an artist. I have worked hard to get to this level of skill I have, from the first painting class I took to what I’m doing now. My work just exploded, subject matter, technique, proportions, but the dopest thing about it is that I’m still learning.

Q: When do you know when a work is finished?
A: When everything just feels concrete, the closes thing I can relate to it is when a person is writing a paper. First, you do your rough draft, then you do a second rough draft, and the final paper you decide to turn in is the most concrete. When you feel real good about it and you’re like “Yeah, I killed this shit. I’m about to pass this class.” Hahaha. Yeah, when everything just feels solid and there is not one section of your painting that needs more attention than the other unless it was done intentionally.

Q: What kind of technique do you use?
A: I like painting wet on wet. Most people paint a section and let it dry, especially when you’re working with oils. But, I like to keep the paint wet, letting the colors blend into one another. Recently, I have been applying a thick coat of gesso on the canvas before I start painting on it, giving it different textures. I always like to try new things, manipulating the paint in different ways.

Q: What do you think is the role of the artist in society?
A: Make people aware, make people uncomfortable, and take them out of their comfort zone. Well, at least that’s the role I have taken as an artist. I use art as a form of therapy to a certain point. I am a real quiet person, so, I hold a lot of shit in. So, when I learned how to paint, I just released everything through the paints. I continued doing that, and after a while I realized I could use this as a tool.

Q: In the future, do you see people appreciating your art or hating it?
A: Hahaha. I don’t know. I think there’ll be as many people hating it, as there’ll be liking it. That’s just the way shit is, though. Either way, it doesn’t matter to me. I do it as an outlet for myself, although, sometimes I do paint for a specific audience.

Q: Is there anything you would like the readers to know about your art or art in general?
A: If it weren’t for art I would probably find myself in a different life situation. It’s a dope outlet. It trips me out, though, how a lot  of people are like “you’re following your dreams”. Haha. My dreams don’t have shit to do with art. Haha. That shit is always funny to me. More than anything, this shit is an outlet to me. Making art is something that I’m going to continue doing. Regardless if I stop painting today, I’ll pick up the brush later on in life. Art is just something I never have to let go of.


Pictures of his work: 




So, this is all I have for you guys right now. I hope you enjoyed it! I hope to post more artist in the near future. Thank you for your time and have a lovely Sunday! 
-Denise 

Ps.“Every brush stroke is an emotion”--Edson Gersain

The amazing...FRANCESCA WOODMAN!!

Hello, everyone! I wanted to share with you a documentary I recently found called "The Woodmans". It's about the artist Francesca Woodman. I almost hit myself in my head because I had no idea this existed! I love this artist. I think her work is beautiful!
In this documentary, the parents (The Woodmans) are the ones being interviewed, as well as her brother and a few personal friends of her. This documentary is exceptional. I may be bias because I love her work, but I still believe that anyone would enjoy it. Francesca was just such an interesting human being. She was beautiful, daring, dedicated. Her work has no boundaries. This documentary explains who the person was and how others viewed her as well as her art.  I really recommend it.
I especially recommend it to those of you who love photography and art. For those of you who hate art, you will love the psychology of it all.
Here is the picture of the documentary:

And here are some of Francesca's work: 







So, just go ahead and give it a try! It will make you fall in love with Francesca Woodman. :)
-Denise